urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lemons4life Screaming into the Silence weeping willows whispering to the wind lemons4life 2008-02-22T00:48:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lemons4life:706 To Begin 2008-02-22T00:48:46Z 2008-02-22T00:48:46Z slipknot My name is Kadia.&nbsp;<br />I am 18.&nbsp;<br />I'm a senior in high school.<br />I'm pagan<br />I live with my parents.<br />I smoke<br />I drink<br />I curse<br />I want to live my life to the fullest<br />I'm always afraid<br />I'm a cutter&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; (surprise!)<br />I'm coming really close to being anorexic<br />I hate myself and yet love myself<br />I'll never be good enough<br />I'll never take your shit<br />I have a spine of steel<br />I'm more then you'll ever comprehend<br />I am Hecate's Daughter<br />I am human<br />I am me